Hello UAN, site members, and guests. First off, let me tell you why I havent been active much on the site and server. I had been working on the road most of last summer and winter, and my box had been broke for a while also. Anyways, the reason for the post is because I feel compelled to let you all know that one of our gaming brothers has passed away. I spoke briefly about it with Krome a few days ago. My real name is Gary,im 37, and im a painter from Omaha NE. My freinds name was Nick. He played on UAN alot under a few diffrent names. After a long battle with mental illness, then later meth addiction, he took his own life last sunday. We used to be like brothers, and though his querks, were bothersome, I understood him and stuck by him. Then when meth came into his life, I had to cut him out of my life, because a good hearted person will feel the same pain as a close freind, and it was too much to bare. I didnt hear much from him in the past year or so, cept when he was coming down hard, and feeling bad about himself. OMG theres so many unanswered questions, and from those who he hung around with recently. A girl who we both knew, he hung with obsessivly for months. I just started hanging with the last few weeks, who blew him off all of a sudden. We went out clubbing, then later picked up Nick and went to a strip club. He seemed fine. The next day he killed himself. So many questions, and I cant get a straight answer out of anybody who really knows the story. This really sucks, I have lost faith in humanity. And after shelling myself up for many years, and finally opening my life and heart to people again. Theres so much more but, beyond the scope of this thread. Dont do Meth! PLEASE. God Bless and RIP Nick. Thanks for listening.
well this is a first: a serious thread on this board. my condolences. i've seen a lot of addiction in friends and family over the years and it's as shitty as shit gets. may he rest in peace; Up All Night.
rest in peace Nick. A serious post with a serious msg. Some questions dont have answers. If you know someone with a problem, get them help if they want it. You cant help someone who doesnt want to help themself. LayZ
Ok this is a little wild, but the girl I was with, when I took Nick to the strip club. confessed that she was giving it up to him, about 2 weeks prior to that night, and had told him to chill. On top of that, ive been hanging with this chick almost everynight since, and ive got the hots for her big time. Ive been using psychological tactics on her, and about have the hook set.